mindful – The Daily Observations of Genesis Eve Garcia

What Does It Mean To Feel Good?

Thursday. I went to therapy today. I feel good. I feel good BECAUSE of therapy. I felt myself healing in the sessions, and in the time between sessions. Today was odd because I babbled on about one topic after another. The therapist laughed with me and we just danced from one topic to the other.Continue reading “What Does It Mean To Feel Good?”

Too Much to Tell

I’m sorry the writing has been as daily as I have meant it to be. I have so much to be thankful for! My thoughts are a jumble. I feel like I need a pensieve (from Harry Potter) to organize and peruse the events. After the last post, I had so many people come byContinue reading “Too Much to Tell”

Sorry

I want to talk about the words… Love means never having to say you’re sorry. It’s from the movie Love Story. I have never seen this movie. But I’ve thought a lot about the words… In all of my relationships, I’m always saying sorry. Antonio is always saying sorry. Dan uses apologies like a littleContinue reading “Sorry”

Worthy

Worthy is such a loaded word. It has so much power. I can tell myself that in my imperfection, I am worthy, but my flaws gnaw at my mind. I can’t help but consider every action or inaction that makes me unworthy whenever anything bad happens to me or my family. One positive thing aboutContinue reading “Worthy”

Labor Pains

Right now I’m working through some difficult emotional pain. Someone I love very much has decided that she doesn’t want me to be a part of her life. I don’t know how long the distance will last. I’m sure her intention is forever, but time has a way of healing wounds. I think the thingContinue reading “Labor Pains”

Energy

Today was one of those craptacular days. Antonio is in between jobs, so he promised me that I could enjoy sleeping in this morning, while he took care of the morning routine. Instead, we woke up to a customer screaming in the facility. Between the two of us, we managed to call the police, dealContinue reading “Energy”

Today

Today is a great day to start a blog.